To Love and Obey excerpt #bdsm #interracial #erotic romance

to love - webI keep forgetting with all the promoting and writing Where I Wanna Be, I still have to promote To Love and Obey. What’s different about To Love and Obey from other BDSM books, is that it focuses solely on the journey of a submissive and what she needs to do become a better submissive to her Master. Mental before physical.

It was my intention to write it more sensual than sexual than that one infamous BDSM book I’m known for because I wanted to show a different side of BDSM. Too many people think it’s nothing but floggers, orgasms, and spankings but they don’t realize there’s so much more to it. There’s a lot of obedience and submission involved. Besides, it was time to have more story and less sex in my fiction.

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It took some time, but Zerrin finally got the hang of being a submissive.

Nick gave Zerrin a key to His home so she could handle some of His household affairs. His laundry needed to be done. His hardwood floors needed to be polished. His shirts needed to be pressed. She was supposed to create a menu for the week and prepare dishes accordingly.

Nick told her He was a strict Dom and took the D/s relationship just as serious as He took academia. Zerrin didn’t have to wonder too far what her Master meant. He had a protocol Zerrin had to do each time she entered His home: shoes removed, she knelt down on the floor with eyes closed. She inhaled a deep breath and exhaled through her nose. She lifted her head up and spoke loudly, enunciating every word if He was upstairs so He could hear her.

“In gratitude I serve. In thankfulness, I submit.”

It didn’t matter if He was there, if He was upstairs sleeping, or if He was on campus. Nick could always tell if Zerrin behaved herself with just one question:

“Did you follow the tasks?”

The tasks were not difficult and often took less time to complete than what her Master allotted her. She found when she had remaining time, she used it to study. Zerrin often wondered if that was intentional on Nick’s part—if she was at His home with no distractions, she could study and grade assignments in peace.

She wasn’t responsible for keeping the home clean, and she was thankful for the weekly maid service. Learning new dishes had proven to be a challenge for her. Every dinner needed to have at least three colors on it—His demand. “The more colorful the plate is, the healthier it is,” He once mentioned to her. “You’ll get used to it.”

That evening they were going to have spinach-stuffed chicken breasts with steamed carrots and mashed potatoes. Zerrin carefully counted the colors. Yes, that’s three colors. She was pretty sure beige wasn’t really a color, but it would have to do.

She quickly prepared dinner and put the chicken in the oven to bake. She hurried upstairs to write in her diary. She took a quick glance at the past entries; she had grown so much as a submissive. She sounded like a bubbly little girl in the earlier entries, not sure where to go or what to do. Her later entries showed the growth in her. She was no longer an unsure submissive, wondering if He would to flog her if she sneezed the wrong way. She was now a confident woman, assured of her thoughts and decisions. It made Zerrin smile.

Dear Diary,

 It feels like it’s been ages since I’ve written in my journal, huh? So much has taken place. Nick introduced me to more people in the lifestyle at a place called The Boundary. It was nice to get to know other submissives and meet their Dom/mes. It’s like my eyes have been opened to something new and wonderful. It really is a community for everyone, no matter the preference. No one judges, no one criticizes. Everyone is open and so welcoming. I wish I’d discovered The Boundary sooner.

But I believe everything happens in the order it’s supposed to happen. It can be frustrating at times and I may not understand what is going on in the universe, but I’ve learned to keep my patience and just wait. My parents going into the “profession” that they did was for a reason. My brother channeling his pain into a career was for a reason. Me getting accepted into NYU was for a reason.

Meeting Master was for a reason. Maybe that reason was to show me there’s more to life than what I know.

To Him, I’m grateful.

Zerrin.

A timer indicated the chicken was ready and Zerrin closed her journal entry. She had a little time to prepare the dining table before her Master came home.

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To Love and Obey is currently sold on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, All Romance, and other online retailers  The print version will be coming soon. 🙂

And for those wondering, you can also ask me questions re To Love and Obey for tomorrow’s chat.

-V.

One thought on “To Love and Obey excerpt #bdsm #interracial #erotic romance

  1. Jueseppi B. says:

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